I miss the promo, I miss the teasers at the MTV Movie Awards and I miss all the Robsten and cast pictures that we stayed up nights for to save onto our phones and laptops. 

I know I still blog and tweet about it- a lot- But I still miss everything us fangirls and Twihards went through. I miss the hype of the story, the books, the movies. I miss the release dates for the trailers and I miss the premiers that we fought sleep for to witness Robsten, Taysten and Taybert .

I guess what you could say is I miss our fandom and what it used to be. Most of us have either gone off Twilight completely, or have stuck around but for all the wrong reasons. The relationship on screen between Edward and Bella is what we should be focusing on; and not the relationship off camera between Robert and Kristen. Let them live their lives. Now, I love Robsten with all my heart and will follow them anywhere, but this is ridiculous. Taylor and all the other cast members don’t get half as much abuse as they do, and that’s what hurts me the most. They all may be actors, but they’re people too. Stop hating on someone you don’t even know on a personal level. 

All in all, I love every single one of you guys who have stuck around to witness the amazingness that is The Twilight Saga. Thank you, I love you all… <3 

Hope I don’t miss anything Robsten related while I’m going away- no coverage, wifi- so if I do miss anything, leave me alone to die

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Love you all!<3 Deuces!!

Listen, I’m going away for the weekend, where- unfortunately- there will be no internet access. 

I’m back Sunday mid-day- my time- so I will see you all then! 

To all my followers;

I love you all so much! Nearly 700 beautiful followers<3 

I know, I know, it’s only a weekend away from you, but I can hardly stand being away from y’all for one day!

I digress.

*Kisses*

Adios Tumblr,

I mean, what the actual fuck?!

Getting back on topic, Rob was amazing in this role, the movie was beautifully put and Robs back muscles were still fully on show- along with his sexy robust butt;)

UNF!!!

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But with the whole On The Road dilemma…. I guess I just have to stay up all night once again and wait:

It will mean its almost over then. The countdown will begin, and when November 16th is here, it will be over.

Done.

Finito.

Poof.

And I’m not ready for that.

I made some incredible and life long friends with this Saga; it let me express myself in ways my family and friends will never understand. Twilight will always be an amazing part of my life, the fans are beautiful and I love every. single. one  of you guys!<3

I know for a fact that I will continue supporting the actors; most Rob and Kristen, because, seriously, I love them so fucking much! They are both fantastic actors and they never listen to the hate! They are down to earth and literally, do not give a fuck. 

I will always remember the nights when I would stay up all night, waiting for news on my favourite couple, afraid to sleep in case I missed something huge! I will always remember the premier’s and the long nights, reading over each word of the books, learning chapters off by heart.

My blog will continue on with news on Robsten and the other cast, including my new Obsession with The Hunger Games.

I just thought I would write this, to show how deeply I care for Twilight and It’s fans<3

I love you all! #Twilighter4Life

Waking up on that faithful morning:

But then realizing its the day it ends:

Putting on my Twilight clothes:

Then realizing its the day it ends:

Tumblring about today:

Then realizing its the day it all ends:

Getting in the car ready to go:

Then realizing its the day it all ends:

Blearing the sountrack from your radio:

Then realizing its the last OST:

Waiting in line with your ticket:

Then realizing its your last time waiting for it:

Talking with other Twilighters:

Then realizing its your last time doing this:

Sitting and waiting for the movie to start:

Then realizing its the day it all ends:

Movie starts:

Then realizing its the day it all ends:

Movie Ends. Gone. Over. Finito. DONE:

Therefore I shall cry myself to death:

It was over the bullies that used to pick on her all the time. 

My best friend was in her class for four years- age 5-9 - and then she moved away to Town. She only found her again a few months ago on Facebook. 

She never spoke about school with her. She never had the chance. Last night she killed herself(I dont know how, I didn’t want to know) but my best friend was so upset. 

I just wanted to take the time to say how wonderful and strong she was, fighting against the bullies, but just didn’t have the strength to fight anymore. </3

:o

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Love you all <3 

I’m literally lost without them, there is nothing exiting happening and I miss them so much!

When we finally get pitures of them, this will be me: 

Robsten better show their asses or I swear to God! :

I want Kristen there, so please enlighten me with the fact as to why she isn’t attending? Im so sad right now, its not even funny!:’(

You’re parents should never crush you’re imagination. Its not fair. My father took the time to crush my happiness in my own head. 

“Stop filling you’re head with stupid Vampire stories that are not real. Its not healthy being this obsessed. Its too much.”

I took down all my 325 Twilight posters and stayed in my room the whole day, not eating. I know I shouldn’t react this way, but he crushed my happiness. He thinks its wrong to talk to others over the internet. WTF! My followers are what I consider friends, not the people I hang around with in school. This is my life and if I want to live like this, then I will. Im not stepping down. I love Twilight and the people in it, so dont start saying shit. 

Im not forcing a smile for my family any more. If I’m annoyed, angry or sad, you will know about it!